Hi everyone! For the first time in my entire life, I don't have anything in my mind that I wanna post it here. To be frank, I have nothing to feel right now. Yeah it is new year, we have fireworks, people is basically spending time with people that they love and closed with. But who can even confirmed me that everything that had happened yesterday was genuine? Everyone is genuinely love each other? Without hatred? Without doubt? Without hesitation? Yea sure spend time together, laugh and shout to the fireworks but today? Everything is back to square. It is Monday. People is busy with their own priorities. Then what is the point of celebrating new year? Siapa dekat sini yang betul betul enjoy new year semalam? Witout nothing to be worried of? Without nothing that they have to think of? I spend time with my siblings, we laughed, we made stupid jokes, we made stupid videos and made stupid poses for photos but honestly, my heart was not that happy and my mind was not there all the time. What is new year when everything is still the same?