Hi everyone! Is there anyone out there having a hard time? I mean, yea. In the position of you can easily cry, lowkey and down to Earth, also have a feeling of shutting down everything and make a new start? Other day, Izzah posted about relationship and yea, things that I wanna post now is perhaps quite similar. I wanna talk about respect, appreciate, and effort. 

Yes betul, family sentiasa ada dengan kita tak kira apa pun jadi.

Yes betul, kawan kawan yang dari dulu ada dengan kita yang patut kita dahulukan.

Tapi, 

Pernah tak korang terasa yang kadang kadang bukan semua benda kita boleh cerita dengan kawan and family but boleh share dengan someone special?

I admit. I am in that position now. Bukan soal nak kebelakangkan keluarga atau kawan kawan tapi, kit alebih tahu siapa yang sesuai untuk kita cerita segalanya. Sama jugak dengan someone special tu. Bukan dalam semua kes, kita sesuai nak cerita dengan dia kan? It works vice versa.

I can easily cry, I can easily laugh. Suddenly I am moody and I don't have mood to talk to anyone for one whole day. I easily get annoyed with people and situation as well. This is so hard and I am trying my hardest to control it. I swear I don't know what had happened to me but it is what it is.

Despite everything that I am facing now, I tell him how I feel everyday. I did not put him aside. I tell him when I feel annoyed with anyone. I cry on him when I am not fine. We go out for a date when I wanna be happy with him. Everything I do, most of the time I will do it with him. One of the biggest blessing that I have is having him in my life I swear he is the most patient person that I have ever met. No, this is not a test for him. Just to see whether he loves me or not. No, I don't have time for that. Trash. Crap.

He never stops lending me his shoulder *and some cringe things that I think it is inappropriate to share it here.

But my point here is, appreciate the person that never gives up on you, look at the effort and please do not stop thank you-ing, tell him that you are genuinely happy and loves him truly. Give and take is really important but completing each other with accepting each other's flaws and perfection are still the main key.